here are some scans from a moleskine from 2013. sometimes this stuff is inspirational to me and a lot of the time it’s just like, too embarrassing to handle? i am spiraling now? i admire past pauli though very much, she yearns so hard, and has such a hard time with Absolutely Everything!

i mostly wish i could remember what the hell i was ever talking about. one journal entry that is simply too vulnerable to put here or anywhere unlocked some secret memory cave i had very carefully and intentionally buried. i inquired to my art genius friend ariel who was there & he helped remind me of some of the context for a trip to new hampshire, people i didn’t know, drugs i didn’t take, etc.

that summer was a summer i almost exclusively listened to channel orange and/or fevers & mirrors. sad sack behavior!